And I'm here again

Yes I know that my post are far in between, as of right now I'm not doing much, I have regressed into basically sleeplessness so my sleep ranges from 1,5 hour to about 4 hours per 24hour period
As it is right now I've just come on sickleave again from work, cause I'm getting sick all the time, due to lack of sleep, which sux since it was going so well.
But since the pills they have prescribed for me doesn't work I'll just have to deal I guess. I have recieved a weighted blanked which is supposed to make me feel more at ease, will have to use it for a while to be able to evaluate that one.
But since I cannot sleep I do draw alot, chat alot with ppl that in fact want to chat with me, unfortunatly they tend to just want one thing.

I also have gained quite a few kg's since I moved out on my own so as of tomorrow, my plan is to limit my intake to about 1500 kcal per day, I have about 40 kg's to loose which is a bitch to do when you don't sleep, but hey, I'm going to try, can't do more than that.

So what else is new? hmm, not much really, life is the way it is, going to Psych on a regular basis and I have an appointment to evaluate the extent of my PTSD so that they put that in my papers since I do regress and get flashbacks, I also know that they tend to not give that diagnosis lightly since it's the only mental illness here that actually can lead to a early retirement....not that I want early retirement anyways I just want it to say on paper that it's what I have...
Anyways, that's the update for ya.
Laterz peepz
// Lisah