Wow, it's already the middle of august, time sure does fly.
What has happened since last I wrote...well I've started deffing (dieting more like a bodybuilder) working out...Ive set a goal to reach 55 kg by new years and it's actually going good. I have no cravings for chocolate, which is huge...and wierd. I've also decided to quit another bad habit, so cutting down on that...I know how I get if I do that cold turkey...and that is never a good thing.
We are looking for a place to start a business within tattooing and massage, don't know yet if it's going to be in Alingsås or in Kinna. i just know that I wanna live with E eventhough we technically broke up. I still get wierd signals though. It's more or less the same as it's been since febuary just without the sex. And I love having him as my best friend since we can talk about everything.
But about the deff thing... i've realized I love baking stuff that contains less calories, just made a protein apple-tart which tastes really fn good...and the whole thing is 500 kcal, my regular contains 2400 per cake...so yeah, good stuff.
The only thing that really bothers me is that I'm so tired, it doesn't matter how long or how much I sleep..come 2-3 pm and I'm down for the count, usually passing out on the carpet in the livingroom.
I know I don't sleep sleep, since i dream and wake up every so often during the night and it has affected me in such ways as I forget stuff....if I don't write shit up, i forget within 20 minutes. or less. sometimes I go to the kitchen to get coffee and I stand there with my cup in hand wondering what I'm doing in there...kinda scary and it's not any kind of disease I know that since I have regular checkups.
however the workouts are going good, starting to get back into a good enough shape :)
But that's all for now folks, hope to write again soon
/ Lisah
