Halloween party at Queer

I was partying yesterday :D now that was alot of fun... dressed like a vampire in a corset and everything...So I'll put up two pics here...I looked good if I do say so myself :D
So today is a day of rest, just sitting around the house eating chips :D

Vampirenight tonight at Queer

Tonight I'm dressed to kill at Queer in Gothenburg, there will be pic's :)
Gothic vampire with a corsett and a laceup skirt, and high heels, and with my hair newly coloured in red... just saying...hehehe

Finally Home again...

Been out all day, first to my meetings and then getting fixtures for the walls...and bottles for the wine, strange but it has been a very loooong day.
I don't know what I am supposed to do next, I know I have to feed the cats and change their litterbox, cuz... well I don't want accidents in my bed..again...
Then tecnically I really need to clean and stuff, but it's boring so I find stuff to do that is more fun...like taking in my pants..:D
Other than it's been a long day, it has been a good day, and I am very happy about that, cuz there are not many of those in this day and age, well it's all what you make of it I grant you but still, it's hard to stay positive when it's gray and raining outside. But i do try...even when life doesn't seem to matter anymore.
I need to find more inspiration again, I have had the strangest urge to draw, but no pictures comes to mind, and noone wants to model for me, they don't have the time for it... or it's boring to stand still for 20 minutes, I don't know...
Oh well in any case I can go online to find pic's but it's not the same, you don't get the same feel or light that you would like.
In other news.. well there aren't that many news for now...
So I have to go to bed now...sleep well all

Long day today

Just alot is going on... went into the nearest town today, to have 2 meetings... they went farely well I think. I need to take more pics, but for that I need to do something about my wardrobe....like sew in a few items, and maybe change them a bit, since I am goth most of the stuff are black so that can be good, but some things are too big, some are too short etc...
I have also started to realize that I need to find some inspiration now... got the strangest feeling that I need to draw, just don't know what, and paint, cuz I have a few orders for both tattoo's and painting, but I need canvas for the paintings, oh well I'll get it when my money comes in on thursday :D
I also need to start working out... my back is killing me, so trying to start doing situps and backlifts it's a start. Next week I'm gonna be staying at "moms" and then there is no problem getting exercise since she has a dog...just tire that dog out, hehehe, maybe he'll stop the barking.
Ah well, I'll write later, have a good day :D

GAAH

Lot's of things going on today, at least the livingroom is somewhat finished, just some cleaning left. And then it's cleaning my room...again. Don't know how but it will work it self out.
My roommate is feeling alone since I have stopped talking to him about problems, just not to burden him. He just can't handle my problems and he has told me that on several occations. I just don't know what to do. He has his BF and eventhough he is my best friend, it's not like he talks to me either. I just don't know what to do.
A part of me wants to just crawl under a rock and disappear, but that is not an option.
I know I have changed from the "source of everything good in this world" but ...ppl change and I didn't show him how I felt when he met me. It's so different to live with eachother and to just see eachother a couple of hours a day...much easier to put a mask on.
I will however start to paint again... since I am only borrowing a comp at the moment.... and then it's the fact that I am cleaning constantly... need to, have many cats. I guess I've achieved my former goal as being the "Crazy Cat Lady" heheh
Now I have to get a new goal with my life... it mightbe to get my life in order, get a job...maybe a relationship... study the way I do about Quantum Physics and find my power.

A movie tip about LoA is "The Secret"
And trust me, this stuff works

/ Lisah

Wow, I've started to blogg...

I'm amazed usually don't do this but... oh well, can't hurt right?
// Lisah